"And now here is my secret, a very simple secret; it is only with the heart that one can see rightly, what is essential is invisible to the eye." By Antoine de Saint-Exupery

Chalazion..  

Posted by Ms Kuzie @ Gee @ Nor @ Suka

Do you ever heard about chalazion (pronounce as "kuh-LAY-zee-on") before? Usually when you are infected with chalazion, some people would probably tease you that you have been peeping someone. It is not true and totally nonsense. Because I never ever peeping anyone!!! Chalazion is actually a lump in the eyelid and develops when an oil gland in the eyelid becomes blocked.

I have had my chalazion on my left eye, for about four months now. It is not pain at all but quiet discomforting. Initially, I went to see Ophthalmologist, Dr Ahmad and he prescribed an eye ointment but the chalazion doesn’t seem to get any better. Last Monday, was my second appointment and he advised me to do a minor operation to remove it. The moment I heard about the word “operation” I start imagine operation theatre with surgical lights, heartbeats monitor etc. Since, I had a worried look on my face, he explained to me that the operation will take about 5 – 10 minutes only and performed under local anaesthetic, which is applied with a small injection into the eyelid. When the eyelid is numbed, a tiny cut is made on the back of the eyelid. The lump is then removed and pressure is applied for a few minutes to stop any oozing of blood that may occur because of the operation. There will no stitches since the cut is at the back of eyelid. His explanation is really make me feel better… hehehehe…

But when I went home, I realized that my chalazion is getting smaller and it is kind of drying up!! I really don’t know whether this is a sign that my chalazion will go away on their own or not. But I think I should stand firm on my decision and will go for the operation. Because, if my chalazion will go away on their own it probably will take about another few months which I don’t think so I can wait…. And another important thing that we should know is what looks like a chalazion can actually be a sign of something much worse.

So I am having my chalazion removal surgery next Monday, 22/6. Wish me good luck!!!!!

I’m back!!!!  

Posted by Ms Kuzie @ Gee @ Nor @ Suka

My apologize, due to my hectic schedule I was unable to update my blog. Dah hampir sebulan lebih rasanya my blog ini tak berusik pun. And within that period terlalu banyak peristiwa yang berlaku. Bermula dengan sambutan Mothers’ Day yang happening di kediaman ibunda mertua Hajah Halimah di Kuala Selangor pada 9 May 2009. Memang happy betul dapat berkumpul dengan keluarga mertua. Tak kira lagi ngan 6 ketul kek dari Secret Recipe; sampai rasa tak lalu dah nak makan kek. Hehehehe… Majlis tu juga sempena doa selamat, kekanda Datuk Ahmad Zaki bin Makhtar yang akan berangkat ke US dan menetap selama setahun kat sana. Semoga selamat pergi dan kembali hendaknya.

Few days after that celebration, my second princess, Eqin masuk hospital sebab demam panas. Demam panasnya membawa ke fit attack (serangan sawan). Tak boleh nak citer pengalaman masa berhadapan dengan situasi tu, masa tu on the way balik dari clinic, traffic masa tu memang alahai… hubby tak henti-henti bunyik kan hon keta minta orang bagi jalan. Masa tu tak de lain dah dalam hati sentiasa berdoa “selamatkan lah anak aku ni..”. Rupanya macam tulah bila orang kena sawan, badan jadi kejang.. mata akan pandang ke atas dan air liur meleleh kuar. Dalam keadaan panic tu aku tak boleh piker apa nak letak kat mulut dia (untuk halang dari tergigit lidah), tak pikir panjang aku masukkan jer jari aku yang cute ni. Padahal aku leh masukkan tuala ke, handkerchief ke. Tapi tak terpikir langsung… Eqin dimasukkan ke hospital pada malam Isnin, 11/05 dan keluar pada hari Khamis, 14/05. Doktor buat blood test lepas tu suruh monitor samada dia ada sebarang perubahan dari segi fizikal dan mental. Alhamdulilah, syukur pada Tuhan, dia baik2 jer. Tak de apa2 effect.
Tak sanggup rasanya tengok Eqin dicucuk kat tangan....
Hari Jumaat tu, aku masuk keja cam selalu, almaklumlah dah cuti berhari-hari.. melambak2 lah keja kat opis ni. Sampai satu tahap, aku rasa nak resign jer 24 hours. Tapi sabar….. Penat belum hilang lagi, gumah aku lak nak buat renovation, hari Sabtu gan Ahad tu memang tak leh nak relax lah. Sibuk mengemas packing barang. Sampai hari ni, gumah aku lom siap lagi reno nyer, mungkin pertengahan bulan depan kot leh siap.

Keja kat opis ni tak penah nyer nak surut, bulan lepas sibuk ngan budget, bulan ni lak tengah nak exercise due diligence untuk apply ESOS. Tapi nasib baik lah gak, boss aku tu pandai amik hati, dia hadiahkan aku 1 ipod baru. Hehehehe… walaupun model yang terberapa nak latest lah. Thank you boss. Lain kali bagi lah handphone ke hehehehe (maklumlah handphone ni tak berapa nak “sihat” dah).
My very first iPod
Itulah yang terjadi dalam sebulan lebih ni…. next Monday 22/06 aku kena buat minor operation… Napa?? Tunggu next citerlah…

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Happy Birthday to My Wonderful Husband  

Posted by Ms Kuzie @ Gee @ Nor @ Suka

Today is your day!!! Frankly speaking, I didn’t buy you a present except for birthday cake!!.... Just because I can’t think something different from what I had gave it to you as birthday present - the gift stores never renovate their stocks and birthday cards never change their wordings. Everything seems repetitive.. So, I decided to give something nobody else can give you, because it cannot be found at any stores.. ~ It is my pray and of course my love which will be with you forever.. for sure!!!

On this special day, I pray for your happiness, of course, and also for a greater sense of fulfillment in whatever you do. Let the happiness I wish you today be with you ever and ever. Hubby, I could tell you I love you every hour and day until we die, but that still wouldn’t be enough. I want nothing more than for you to realize how much I want and need you in my life, now and for all time. If you didn’t exist in my life, there would be an enormous emptiness inside me, in time and in this world. You make every moment worth every other moment, good and bad... I love you deeply..with all my heart! Happy Birthday Hubby..

Hugs and Kisses
Your Soulmate

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